Terrified Insomniac


im Amanda. 18 years young. from Wisconsin but moved to California years ago, i love to paint, design clothing. i love acting. in the form of plays. im super shy and i hate when people dislike me with out a reason. i spend a lot of time reading.
im not sure what i want to do with my life im a theatre major and im thinking of changing it. i dont know what to do. i really want to help people but i cant be a doctor it would be to be to hard emotionally.

im currently ....let me go check...
220lbs. i use to be 214 but i got back tracked
my goal as of right now is 200lbs.
im going to exercise everyday. and stay on my Atkins lifestyle. wish me luck on this wobbly road for its unstable and scares me half to death.
220.............now
215.............goal
210.............goal
200.…. SMALL GOAL
190.…..SMALL GOAL
180.…..SMALL GOAL
170.…..MEDIUM GOAL
150.…..MEDIUM GOAL
140... major goal

my next journey is college. im scared but i can do it

Ask me anything

22nd October 2011

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22nd October 2011

peace-love-and-sexymen: :)

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22nd October 2011

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22nd October 2011

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9th October 2011

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4th October 2011

Tagged: fantasyblack dressvictorian

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4th October 2011

you shouldn’t have to change for any man, you find a man that’ll accept you.

you shouldn’t have to change for any man, you find a man that’ll accept you.

Tagged: JenniJWowjersey shoreloverelationshipssnookigifgifs*tv*mylife-saver

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4th October 2011

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4th October 2011

“I do truly feel that I’m back. I feel that I’m just at the beginning of a new narrative, and it’s incredibly exciting. It’s complicated, I know, and uncertain - but it’s where life happens, between the cracks. It can be a painful process, but I truly hope that never stops for me.”

“I do truly feel that I’m back. I feel that I’m just at the beginning of a new narrative, and it’s incredibly exciting. It’s complicated, I know, and uncertain - but it’s where life happens, between the cracks. It can be a painful process, but I truly hope that never stops for me.”

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4th October 2011

4th October 2011

I’m the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don’t know; you only see the real me if we’re close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times. I’m a hopeless romantic. I trip over air, up stairs, and over people’s feet. I am the hardest person to offend, but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible. I hate telling people about my problems; they don’t need to worry about me. I’m the one who listens to other people’s problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them, yet I am guilty of doing that exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I’m awkward, clumsy, shy, strange… but this is me. Take it or leave it.

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4th October 2011

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4th October 2011

When you’re taking a shower and your foot slips and your life flashes before your eyes.

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27th September 2011

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27th September 2011

Tagged: I don't how you can take itI just don't knowAnd people say it's selfish to ship DestielHAHAHAHA look at this AND TELL ME THAT IS SELFISHit's just absurd the idea of Dean not being allowed to have another being supporting him instead of just Sam

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